Sunday July 31, 2022
Anon (22 YO male) and Michelle M (50 YO female) in dialogue and energy communion creating shared channel for Witchcraft-Inquisition healing.
Week preceding had surfaced the wounding subcontext.
Async historical and personal content explored.
Morning of, Michelle consumed homegrown/homemade cannabis butter brownie (1). Anon abstained / innate inner guidance.
Timing, setup and overt context not planned in advance; general intention… potentiating something given upcoming Mars-Uranus-NNode conjunction.
Via private chat (discord). Times are ET zone.
Transcript edited only for omission of meaningless transciption characters.
Internal dialogue and (sensations)
Michelle ~ 9:40 AM (nausea, close eyes)
I resent my lover. He is gone.
He should get me out of here
(It’s the Inquisition, and I feel in my whole body that I’ve lost.)
Sharing (chat) begins
Michelle — 9:44 AM Calm yourself. Breathe and sit tight. This feels better than the fight. maybe they will see your light
[ 9:45 AM] i just don’t want to throw up. how much worse would this be if I throw up
[ 9:45 AM] the cold of my skin is the devil
[ 9:46 AM] tears are my well
[ 9:47 AM] my crown is a cry of desperation
[ 9:50 AM] alive with vigilance
[ 9:51 AM] the sound of my heartbeat, this I hear before leaving
[ 9:53 AM] heat of hunger and thirst
[ 9:54 AM] from the jaw alights the dove
[ 9:55 AM] chaos in the air around
[ 9:55 AM] the collective could not take it in
[ 9:56 AM] bleed darkness from the groins
[9:57 AM] between us now as generations
Anon — 9:58 AM Yeah, a part of me, still dealing with the magnitude but I’ve intoned it
Michelle — 9:59 AM that feels true
@Michelle my crown is a cry of desperation
Anon — 9:59 AM crying as you or crying to you?
@Michelle from the jaw alights the dove
Anon — 9:59 AM felt that, soul chariot
@Anon crying as you or crying to you?
Michelle — 10:00 AM as me
[ 10:00 AM] feel the other too. thank you
Anon — 10:00 AM of course
Michelle — 10:01 AM one side is not enough
[ 10:01 AM] golden moment is here
[ 10:03 AM] divine timing
[ 10:03 AM] spine is light
[ 10:03 AM] the inquisitor sees
[ 10:04 AM] i am safe
[ 10:05 AM] thank god i showered
[ 10:06 AM] i can receive
[ 10:07 AM] permission to cry
Anon — 10:07 AM delete “permission to” replace with “will”
Michelle — 10:08 AM be heard from heart
[ 10:09 AM] hurting but breathing
Anon — 10:11 AM try to weave together what you’re feeling for me
[10:11 AM] what is being recognized
Michelle — 10:11 AM layers, many layers
[ 10:12 AM] shifts when you say something, a variation
[ 10:13 AM] feels totally intertwined
[ 10:14 AM] intertwined. dynamic, connected, spiral
[ 10:15 AM] red white
@Michelle red white
Anon — 10:15 AM as in emotional tonal or in some other respective sense?
Michelle — 10:15 AM visual… colors of the two parts of the spiral
[ 10:16 AM] relaxing, into a pool
[ 10:16 AM] mixing, warm, the pink like your flower
[ 10:17 AM] i’m here
[ 10:17 AM] swimming
Anon — 10:18 AM welcome to the chalice
Michelle — 10:19 AM sweet energy spreading
[ 10:19 AM] from the heart
[ 10:19 AM] up down out
[ 10:20 AM] touching others
[ 10:20 AM] filling in all space
[ 10:20 AM] with the waters
[ 10:21 AM] i will do nothing else
[ 10:21 AM] healing hydra
[ 10:22 AM] becomes form
[ 10:22 AM] why not now
@Michelle healing hydra
Anon — 10:22 AM a tree, as I see it
Michelle — 10:23 AM the Man, he’s in action
[ 10:24 AM] uprooted
[ 10:25 AM] speak i must
[ 10:25 AM] open eyes in light of day
[ 10:26 AM] watch them play
[ 10:26 AM] heal the hope
[ 10:27 AM] ripen the fruit again
[ 10:28 AM] eat of the apple
[ 10:28 AM] together
[ 10:29 AM] I have life
[ 10:29 AM] and joy
[ 10:29 AM] and roots again
[ 10:29 AM] in light
Anon — 10:30 AM in light
Michelle — 10:30 AM i hope you feel it too
Anon — 10:31 AM in a mellow way, though ecstatic at some moments oh yes
[ 10:31 AM] needs a few years to play out
Michelle — 10:31 AM your friends too
Anon — 10:31 AM most do not
Michelle — 10:32 AM its present that it will
[ 10:32 AM] nothing for you to do
Anon — 10:32 AM what I’ve resigned to on that front yes
Michelle — 10:32 AM far enough